I started to wonder if life woudl be better if I was dead. I mean, my ex doesn't really care; I've pretty much alienated my friends and they're pretty busy with their lives as it is; and my family would manage without me- they've got my new cousin around now anyway. My parents want to return to India and besides, they'd manage; at least they wouldn't have me mooching off them anymore. Its a thought. Yeah right. Suicide is overrated, stupid and well, just much too hard to... ...